#036 – Prying Open My Third Eye

This is another post I was reluctant to share. The whole point of this site is to be as honest as I can be. There are obviously going to be some secrets that I’m not going put out to the world but I am anonymous and this site has very few hits. So sorry mum and dad but this post will be on my illicit drug use. I want to make a more detailed blog on weed so I’ll exclude that from this post.

Outside of weed my drug use was always just casual. I never developed any addictions and I only did them on occasions. I never did any hard drugs either, depending what you classify as hard, but I never did heroin or DMT. I was lucky enough to never come into contact with them. I count my lucky stars I never took an addictive drug… I lie, I smoke cigarettes which are the most addictive things known to man. For someone who has done so much research on drugs there was very little use with most of these.

I did acid twice – both ending in disaster. I tried ice and cocaine once. The only drug I used outside of weed was MDMA. This was done over a six moth period. I went to a couple of raves which are pointless if you weren’t under the influence of something and I sometimes took it when I was painting to enhance the creative process. There are a lot of benefits to taking illicit drugs. I know this isn’t the most politically correct statement but it also happens to be fact! You only hear the negatives about drugs but it depends on the person. MDMA is sometimes being used to treat PTSD and depression. DMT and ayahuasca are being used to treat addiction and to ease the anxiety of death. Cannabis has so many health benefits it’s ridiculous. Ketamine is used to treat chronic pain along with morphine which is basically heroin.

I must note that I haven’t done any of the above drugs in over 15 years and I have no desire what so ever to do them again. It was all about experimentation. I wanted to know what all of the hype was about. I don’t regret taking drugs at all. I’m not promoting them and they should always be taken in a safe atmosphere.

Published by aperfecttool83

I'm a 37 year old who lives in Melbourne Australia. I have many interests but I want to base this blog on my mental health. I have schizophrenia, depression & anxiety. I have 15 years experience with psychiatrists and I have had close to 20 hospital admissions. I plan on writing about my delusions, voices, paranoia, depression and how to deal with them psychiatrists :) I really hope this blog can help someone. Please feel free to contact me and I promise to get back to you. Have a nice day!

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